Magical Me

3:17pm:

♥♥♥HAPPY birthday MATT! ♥♥♥

3:07pm: Voila la la la
Dear Journal, 

I guess I owe you a bit more of a write up than that, dont ya think?... Well, Uhm.. Matt and I are doing awesome! Everything is going well, our relationship has been brought to new levels. :o) We're doing so well, we're in love! <3 ... SO IN LOVE! :o) Anywho, I'm still working at Dollarama, doing well in school and just.. well. trucking along! lol, its what I do. A lot has happend within friendships... but hey, people change and things change. It happend with Holly, Sarah and I... it can happen all the time, its life! Yet I plan to stay with Matt for a long time to come so whoo hoo! lol. Hum, what was I going to say.. I have a whole Brad situation now.. totally ucky but Im gonna write about that in my offline journal! Better privacy. I decided I was going to write in an offline one just when I need to say something... not like a religous writting... It was too difficult to do something like that! ack! lol... but yeah, everything is going well, if anyone reads this they can facebook me! I love facebook! FACEBOOK FACEBOOK! Whootss! .. lol, I've been really hyper and weird lately.. yet in a good way! Everything is going alright.... like, smooth in life.. a couple of rough spotts but nothing major... like, GOD! ... I have so much to be thankful for! Thank you god.. Oh! I've also turned to the higher power lately, its been doing good for me, keeping me sane and safe! Thanks... I owe you one when I get up there! :oP lols... I'm comin' !! lol... hum, see... I am weird!! lol.. I talk to everything!! and EVERYONE! lol.. Anyways.. gtg to the max! CYAS! xoxo

-Linz! (The strange chick to the MAX) 
xoxo  

2:56pm: A quick catch up!

Dear Journal, 

I haven't written anything in you for SO long! It's incredible! lols. I've actually started my own offline journal... in a book! lol. :) Well, just wanted to say all is well.. so, yeah! Byes! 

P.s. I'm still with Matt, yay! :) <3

3:35pm: Omg! Today ROCKS!
Dear Journal,
Today rocks SO much!!!!!! Even though a piece of my test disappeared. I still loved today. Grades dont matter to me.... all that much! Not! I hope I can fix it tomorrow... Ill try! REALLY HARD! :) Anyways, I got a quick call from Matt over here. AT SCHOOL! Mme called me to the bureau and I was like, SO giggly. Arriane was there with me. What was funny was she was like, maybe its Matt here to take you home.. and I was like, no but it would be nice! Look at that, I got a phone call instead! It wasnt as good as having him here but hey! It was GREAT all the same!!! :D Also, Sarah gave me a xmas card and some earing... I thought it was sweet of her. She even made me the earings. :D Yay! Anyways, Its almost time to go... I cant really think of too much more that was great! 
CHEERS TO ME AND MATT!!! <3 

Lindsay
xoxo

3:31pm: Today sucks
Dear Journal,
Today totally sucks. I got up to go to the orthadontist to figure out what I'm gonna do about my teeth. Sounds like I'm going to get braces no matter what... not fun! eek! I got to school today and fixed my essay a little bit and asked my teacher a few questions. I think I'll do fine on the essay! :-) Rachel has got mine at the moment, shes correcting it for me. She'll scan it tonight so I can see her changes. I hope that she does that, I really need some help. Uh... today is like my 4th day without an email from Matt. Its too weird. I dont know why he hasnt emailed me yet, he had all weekend. Its really bothering me. What if there is something wrong? Or maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions. I dont know! Well, if he doesnt send me anything on wednesday, I know there is something wrong!!!! Wednesday is our 11 month anniversary and he wouldnt miss sending me an email, he wouldnt!!! *god, please keep him safe!* Well, I just hope that everything turns out and that life will stop being so "up and down" -ish! Im tired of feeling insecure. I just hope things will get better and like will be normal again. Well, on the bright side, I got Xmas coming up! yay for that... :-D Well, bye!

Lindsay 
xoxo 

11:33am: Better..
Dear Journal,
Hi! I'm doing much better today. I feel happy and have reasons to be happy. Me and Matt (I think) are doing fine. :) I think were better, I think hes better... I think! Well, its the end of business class. Just thought I would give in a quick entry! Byes!

Lindsay 
xoxo

8:57pm:

Dear Journal,
Do you ever feel like crap? Do you ever feel unwanted? I do. I feel it right now. Last night mom and I had a bad fight, she said she didnt want me anymore and she said she felt like I ruined her life. I think I did. I dont like to think like that but god, every kid takes something away from that parent. Its supposed to be that way! If she didnt want me she should have gotten rid of me. I told Brad how I feel, he countered all of it. Although, what he says makes sense it just doesnt take the feelings away. 
In my last entry, I wrote about Matt. We talked again last night, on the phone. It was short and boring. We had nothing to say. Its like his depression is taking over. I feel like I'm just sitting here, helpless. I just wish I could give him a hug and tell him I love him. I want him to know that, to see me say it. I just feel SO unwanted, so unhappy. I dont want to live like this! I want it to go away! Its Christmas... "All I want for Christmas, is you!".... 
*God, please help me. Help this Christmas be a merry one full of smiles and laughter. Bring this family together, we need it desperatly. I know you have bigger problems to worry about but I hope you can squeeze in a little bit of time for me. I'm not wishing for gifts or any other materialistic things, I just want my family and that feeling you only get around that time.... the love!* 
Bye

Lindsay 
xoxo

2:26pm: Formal day! ... sucks!
Dear Journal,
Today sucks. I am depressed because of a stupid fortune teller! Fuck! I shouldnt listen to them because they dont exsist. But its hard not to take the things it uncovers seriously. Expecially when it makes sense! Ugh! I dont want my relationship to end! I love him!!! GOD!.. Please help me.. I love him! SO DAMN MUCH!... Please... Please... Help me! Im tired of my life... Im tired period! Ugh.. Plus, I get to go to the formal and I dont have all that many people to hang out with. Everyone is kinda happy and I feel like shit. God, make him send me an email... make me feel better! Please! xoxo... 

Lindsay
xoxo

12:34pm: Crappy Times...!
Dear Journal,
I didnt write over the past while because Ive been trying to save my relationship. I dont know exactly whats happening to us... its all about a feeling. This feeling started when we woke up on Sunday morning. Matt told me he was scared and didnt want to lose me. I told him I wasnt going anywhere. I didnt know what to say but I didnt give it any more thought. He brought it up again Tuesday and said it was still there. He couldnt shake it.
We talked on the phone last night. He was so nervous it made him sick. I feel horrible. I dont want him to feel bad because I cried. I couldnt help it!!! When he said that maybe a part of him wanted out... thats what hurt the most! HE WANTS OUT! Fuck! I dont want out... I DONT! Yet, he didnt make it sound totally like that! ITs so confusing. Im just getting him to keep me posted... it might help. I just want it to go away. My tarot card was right... my relationship is going through something brief but we cant dwell on it.
I wont dwell on it, ill just live.. day by day! I love him so much and I want us to be together FOREVER!....!!! At one moment over the weekend, he had said he wanted to be with me forever and ever... I Think it was spure of the moment and he didnt really mean it.. but it still made me smile.
My mom is always asking me if I plan to be with him the rest of my life. I dont know! Maybe? There is always a chance. You never know... but I just want to take it day by day!
Also, on the phone he kept on saying like.. "I cant wait to do that with you...!" I think thats a good sign. Like, its not like he really wants out! There is so much I want to experience with him! SO MUCH! Im not going to write them all but yeah!
I swear... we can do it! We can get past this retardedness! We are special! We are STRONG! Always..
anyways, Im in comp class and should be gettign to work! Cyas.... Ill keep you posted... day by day! okay? Byes

2:51pm: My Time In Ottawa
Dear Journal,
This is an exerpt from my email to Tante Monique:
"Anyways, you were right, this was the weekend I went to Ottawa. Its such a beautiful city. I felt so at home there, it was great. I was staying with Sonya and Martin. Martin is Matts eldest brother and Sonya is his wife. They are sweet people. We did so much in the little amount of time we had. The first night I got there we went to Zack's for dinner then to Sugar Mountain. Its the biggest Candy store Ive ever seen. Its so cool! It was just me and Matt that night because Sonya and Martin went to a house warming party. After that we just went home and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. It was about 1 am before we went to bed. On Saturday we all woke up early and just lazed around for a little while. Eventually we got up and decided to go to the Rideau Center (Mall). That place is HUGE! I've never been to a mall with 4 floors before. I got to go to an Old Navy for the first time, I got so many things. lol. I ended up getting mom a cd for christmas, its the Jlo one shes wanted for ages! She'll love it SO much! Dont tell her btw. Okay? Anyways, later on we went back to the house. Maggie (Marc-Andrés girlfriend [Matts other brother]) and Sonya were decorating Gingerbread houses so I joined in. We had an awesome time. Plus, we ate SO much sugar! lol. Around 5 we went to Putting Edge for a game of Mini Putt. It was SO cool because it glowed in the dark and it was SO big! hehe, we all lost terribly. After that we went to The Works for dinner. Its a burger place. Its cool because you pick the kind of bun you want then the kind of meat. You got a choice of over 40 different toppings too. So pretty much its like you create your own burger!! It was SO good too! After that we went to Daniels (Matts uncle) to watch a movie. After about 45 mintutes at the video store we decided on Mission Impossible 3. Daniel has the movie theater in his house. Im am being completely serious. He has a monsterous screen which is mounted into the wall and the movie theater carpet. Its awesome! The movie was good too! Anyways, we just went home after that. Sunday was the day I was leaving. I left around 3:15. Before that tho, I got a chance to see the parlement and the rideau canal. It was great! Well, that was about all of my trip! It was awesome but short. I cant wait to go again. Next time Maggie is gonna take us to the war museum (where she works) and then were going to go skating on the canal!"
I love it there! I love him! I LOVE EVERYTHING!

Lindsay
xoxo

10:12am: Im so excited!

Dear Journal,
Yesterday was a snow day which was totally awesome and convinient because I needed to jump start my english essay. Im already half done and thats great for me. Ill actually be able to get it done before I leave for Ottawa or thats the plan. Tonight Im working so Im going to pick up a few things for East West tomorrow... Im SO excited its nutz! Im going to be totally maroon. I plan on getting some buttons and a bando to add to it all. Also, Ill have maroon lip liner for my face and Im going to do my eye makeup all funky.... a lot of maroon and gold. Its like Harry POtter! lmao! Jk  Jk! Ill put a few stars there too.... Its gonna be FUCKING awesome!!! lol... wow, im really excited. I guess its because Im so pumped for it all.. I think Im gonna have loads of fun. Hehe! Thursday night I get to pack and everything for Ottawa... wow! December rocks! Its so jam packed with events. We have our Christmas Formal coming up and Im so going! Its going to be so fun. Ill see if I can get Brad to go with me as friends... as long as Ashley doesnt go HAHA all over him. I hope she can get Chris to come with her because that way there is going to be total COUPLENESS! Im still with Matt and everthing is going great but I want someone to talk to the whole time. At least, right? I dont want Phil, hes totally awkward. lmao.. no offence Phil!!! lol I cant believe Lisa and Vince, Sam and Jason are dating... how cool is that? lol... hehehe.. UGH! Excitement.. I cant wait to see Matt this friday. Him and Martin are going to pick me up at the bus station. It totally works. I hope he can stay over night with me. I want to fall asleep with him beside me.. hes so warm! lmao... and cozy! Everyone says were cute! I think we are... its great to have someone love you and email you all the time. I love having that. Everyone says they cant do a long distance relationship but it isnt the hardest thing ever. I get a lot of attention and when were together its not like anything else matters. ITs the best! heh.. I still wish he was here all the time. I Would have liked that but maybe one day well be able to see eachother a lot more... like every week! lol, it will be better. Im hoping that I can go to carleton u... I think it would be the best thing for me. I really do. They have everything I want and need... plus, Matts there... and I love him. I was takling to Jess the other day and she fell in love with her husband to be when she was 15... I thought that was totally cute. I think you can fall in love with anytone at any age. Its the best thing to have someone to love and to experience different things. I thnk love... its.. AWESOME! I LOVE LOVE! lol.. hehe! ITs cute... I cant wait! UGH!!! I have a huge list of things I have to put together for my trip and its so big! lol, but I wrote everything,... even the no brainers... lol... (baby sitting).. lol.. lamo! Anyways, Im in business class today and I dont feel like doing my work. I know I should be doing that but Im not... eek! lol.. Ill catch up sometime soon tho! hehe! Mr. helped me understand the rest of my stuff... and I got time! I dont have all that much left which is good. I think Im ahead in class.. yay! Anyways... I got an A+ tooday in english... and I beat RACHEL! omg! lmao... Im so proud.. I did WELL! Yay! Im so awesome! *Does dance**... lmao! I cant help but feel awesome!! OMG! Lisa lent me her TEAL dress and its so pretty! I cant wait to try it on tonight! I think Ill be sexy! and EVERYTHING!!! LMAO!!! hehe... I think Matt will think Im hot!!! I hope he does... I want him to look at me and say I love you, your so beautiful. I love it when he says things like that. Those are the moments when I realise how special he is to me and how wonderful our relationship is.. its great! hehe! yay!... lmao! whoo hoo!!! Man, Ive done hardly anything over the past 4o0 min... ooop! llmao.. im too hyoper to concentrate which is okay when its before east west... its normal.. Im gonna take loads of pictures tomorrow and Ill make sure I get some cool sounds.. ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!! It sucks tho because we cant bring food this year. Thats okay, I got money to spend on food. :o) lmao... moms gonna lend me some for my trip.. the catch: gotta pay her back! HAHA! lmao.. oh well , I WILL! Im loyal when it comes to money!! LMAO! yay!!! WHOO HOO! FUCK YEAH! lmao.. man... calm donw.. lmao! YAY! Well, im sure that is long enough. lool! GTG!!! BYES!!! lmao!! YAY!!!

Lindsay
xoxo

8:34pm: Going to OTTAWA!
Dear Journal,
hehe! I cant stop thinking about my upcoming trip! Its going to turn out wonderfully. Sonya had emailed me a couple of times today telling me about the weekend. It sounds unbelievably fun! I cant wait to see Matt and to hold him and kiss him and EVERYTHING! Ughh... every love song I hear and every kiss I see on tv makes me smile and miss him a little more. I want everything to work out! I DO! yay! I cant wait to talk to him again! lol! Whoo hoo!!! IM SO HAPPY! Anyways, im gonna go now! Byes! xoxo

Lindsay
xoxo

7:40am: Normality--ox
Dear Journal,
Things have been normail over the past little while. Not too much homework or worry. On me and Matts 10th he called me and asked me to go to Ottawa in a week in a half. Im convincing my mom to let me go. Tomorrow is pay day and I should be able to get some cash to catch the bus and go. I would be staying at Sonyas and Martins, thats alright. They are super nice. I hope my mom lets me go. I really want to bridge the gap between the month. There should only be 30 days before school ends so there wouldnt be TOO much of a gap. ALTHOUGH! I really love him and I want to see him soon! I cant help it! I really CANT! uhh!! Why do I feel like this? Why do I love him so much? Because hes sweet, thats why. lol. Anyways, I should get a move on. I need to get to class! Byes!

Lindsay
xoxo

11:02am: Matt... again! :o)

Dear Journal,
Matt came back over the weekend and we got to watch LOTR: The Two Towers. It was really cool. Its like a mix between Narnia, Harry Potter and Shrek. Strange enough. lol. I missed a lot of the movie tho, for obvious reasons. lol. Muah! Anyways, I enjoyed having him here... enjoyed isnt a good enough word but.... I was "jumping for hours" about it. I love him so much and today is our 10th month! Im so proud of us! Its so great! Its a double digit...!!! yay! 

Im home today because I couldnt sleep yesterday. Its alright because im not even missing anything. Awesome, eh! lol. Well, im gonna go now. Byes! xoxo

Lindsay
xoxo

7:39pm: Love...
Dear Journal,
Today was pretty fun. I went to the annual craft show at the Best Western. It was really cool and I got some nice stuff. I got some cards for Matt and Mom. I think they'll like the handcrafted stuff. Well, thats all that pretty much happend today. Byes!

Its yesterday that I should be talking about. Matt came to get me at the mall, me and Debb were trapped inside so it took us awhile. I felt really bad. After that we went to the bank, then the gas station. Our destination was his place so we could watch LOTR: The fellowship of the rings. It was actually really good; lots of breaks but im sure I got the giste of the movie. lol. We stopped over at the church for a quick makeout session then had another one on my front step. lmao. We couldnt say bye! Its hard... althought hes prolly coming back with his sister next weekend which is totally awesome! I hope he can... xoxo Byes!

Lindsay
xoxo

2:03pm: Stuff... Life... Tear... Alright... Meh!

Dear Journal,
We got lots of snow but its nearly gone.
Friday, Sam, Selina and I slept over at Selene's Grandmas. We made our Hp Movie. It was fun! Laura (her nextdoor neighbour taped it for us) It was AWESOME! We laughed so hard. 
Saturday, I went shopping and got some cool stuff. Met up with cuz Joey and watched Smallville with Mom and Grandma! 
Today... you know! 

Lindsay
xoxo

Dear Journal,
That last entry was automatically saved and was awhile ago. Thought I would right it anyways! Well, things have been a little rollercoastery but alright, ive survived. We had a school dance and that turned out alright. Selina went with Vincent, not sure how that went tho. Today is didnt seem like she was happy about it. Ashley is dating Jesse again so the whole Chris thing is ''nearly'' over. Me and Ash went trick or treating this year and it was fun. It was cool dressing up. I loved being Edie Sedgwick, I actually had people know who I was. Meh, today kinda sucked. I had nothing to do all day and my leggins were thrown in the trash. MY BRAND NEW LEGGINGS! Ughh... Well, I guess Ill have to get a new pain instead. Although, still 20$$$$ gone! Litterally in the trash! :'( Ill survive. Me and Matt are doing good with the exception of a little lack of faith on my part. We should be reunited soon. A load off my shoulders. Yay! Well, thats all for now. Byes! (Those are the most important things).

Lindsay
xoxo

10:14am: Last little while... Snooze!!

Dear Journal, 
Not too many weird things have happend over the past little while. Me and Matt had our 9th month "anniversary". We sent emails to eachother! lol. I miss him so much, more and more each day. I know he misses me too, I just hope (pray to God) that we will be reunited soon. Work has been alright although I only have one shift this week. Everyone's hours were cut off BIG TIME. Were all frusterated. Mom and I have been alright, were watching a lot of Smallville. We have most of the seasons now. Its great! lol. Today at school I get to go see a concert! Yay! Missing Class! lmao... Omg! Forgot... I got a cell phone! Totally awesome, Ive always wanted one. Last night, andrea come on the net and told me kirstin was at the emerge because she sliced her hand open when she was carving a pumpkin. I hope shes okay, I bet shes terrified. *Hug* Anyways, I should be working on my business plan! Byes! xoxo

Lindsay
xoxo

9:42pm: 2 days laaaatttteerrr!!!

Dear Journal,
The past couple of days have been pretty boring well, I kinda like it that way! No worries, you know? I've done a lot of art work over the days, its so fun! Monday I went to the University thing. It was so awesome, you get to visit 3 universities and hear their presentations. I went to Carletons first and then Ottawa's, after that I went to Nip again! I got books from practically all of the schools. They are all good but I dont know why but I felt a strong connection with Carleton. The whole beginning of the pres I thought it was in Thunderbay (Lakehead is tho!) but when she said that its located in the nations capital I was shocked. I bet the look on my face was PRICELESS! :oP I think that just made me want to go more. I found out as much info as I possibly could on the school. Even my mom is on board! I cant believe this... I might be living my dream. Living in a big city, going to a "big" university and being somewhere NEW! It sounds amazing, doesnt it? Well, its amazing to me because it really will be a change of pace, in a VERY good way! Anyways, I should be going... Matts gonna meet me online soon! :o) yay! Byes! 

P.s. I was supposed to work until 9:30 tonight but Jess let me go early and I still got paid! SCORE! :oP 

Lindsay
xoxo

8:39am: My "ok" sunday!

Dear Journal, 
My sunday consisted of 3 things. Work (1 hour overtime), Homework and Smallville. All in all it was alright but I wont pretend that Im not relieved it being over. Anyways, I got an email from Matt this morning! heh! I love him SO much! :o) I got Kylee to read the poem he wrote me. She thought it was so cute. Man, I adore talking to her about all that! Its so fun. I cant wait for tonight. I get to go to the university night here at school. I cant wait because I can get some information on Carleton. I really want to go. Im gonna save up the money for res this year. Just in case me and Kylee cant be roomates in that condo she was talking about. I really hope that happens tho. It would be really great! Well, the bell is about to ring so Im gonna jet! Byes! xoxo

Lindsay
xoxo

1:11am: My Saturday!
Dear Journal,
I've had a pretty normal day. It consisted mostly of staying here at home. I talked to my mom a lot, we talked about universities. I might be going to Carleton. That school offers wonderful business courses. It would be a great oppertunity for me. I just dont want to leave everything here behind, that includs my mom. Anyways, me and Mom watch Erin Brokovitch tonight and some smallville. It was so fun. Plus I got some homework done. It was a good day! :o) Also, I got to talk to Matt, well... Im still talking to him! :oP Were talking about the physical things we like. Man, we are just about the weirdest couple out there. lol. Well, I have to work tomorrow so I should be getting ready to go to bed. Night!

Lindsay
xoxo 

7:25pm: Hého! Lets go!

Dear Journal, 
the past three days consisted mostly of talking to Matt, homework... work and sleep. Its not all that interesting. It might be a month before me and Matt see eachother again. *tear* Unless I take a trip down there, but I only will if he mentions it first. Anyways, we got over 8 cm of snow over the past day. Its pretty crazy! Snow in october? Since when!? I guess you can say im a little sad about it. I dont want winter, I feel like we havent had a summer! Ughh! Well, I gtg! Gonna go work on my new site or something! :o) Byes!

Lindsay
xoxo

11:27pm: READ THIS!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dear Journal,
You have to read this, its amazing. I actually started to cry. Hes so sweet.... I miss him SO much! lol

Not out of love
We held hands at your door
We looked into each other's eyes
We hugged, kissed and more
Avoiding our goodbyes

Wouldn't be nice if I stayed?
And we wouldn't have to wait so long
If in a dream we strayed
Where nothing went wrong

Just you and me
In a land of passion
Call it destiny
The place beyond reason

When we parted at last
My smile defeated my tears
That weekend truly was a blast
Blast that destroyed my fears

The streets call
To take me from you
But our love will not fall
Because it is true

Out of sight...
Out of reach...
But not out of love

I miss you... 

Wasnt that awesome? Isnt he the best? I want this to work... i REALLY do! I bet we can do it too! :o)

Here is the authors comment...:

For my girlfriend, Lindsay. We've been together for nearly 9 months now and we're trying a long distance relationship. This was inspired by our latest departure.

P.S I was listening to the Beach Boys as I was writing so I had to add the "Wouldn't it be nice" part

Man, he makes me smile. More than anyone I know! lol... I used to never be able to be reduced to tears because of happiness! Its amazing what he does to me.

Lindsay
xoxo

2:25pm: Meh Day!... (Awesome one at that!!!!)
Dear Journal, 
Today is a good day. I got my rapport intérimaire and its looking good. I got two A's and a B. That aint bad! :oD hehe... Also, today was my last day seeing the councellor. She said that I know what I did was wrong and all that. We talked about my letter and what not. Ughh.. its so hard not to blame someone! But anyways! I wont worry about any of it. Lets just let things take their course! I aint gonna live on the edge! lol. Today most people asked me about my weekend with Matt, its weird that everyone is interested. Well, almost everyone. It feels kinda good that people care about what happens in my life too! Well! I should get going on to new things cause the teach just got up! lol. Byes!

Lindsay
xoxo

8:14am: Heyo!
Dear Journal,
I woke up extremely tired. I only went to bed around 12 midnight. Hey! Its not my fault, I only got home past 11. I was tante Sues. She wanted to cook us dinner. We really enjoyed our time together. We were a small group last night but that was okay. We had fun anyways! :o) So, I had a good day. I was smiling the whole day! My mom even looked at me funny. lol. My tante Sue cant grasp me having a boyfriend tho. She thinks Im too young. Its funny to see her reactions! lol... Well.. gtg! Byes! (At School)

Lindsay
xoxo

7:24pm: Meh... recent update I s'pose.
Dear Journal, 
Today was really weird so far. Ive been so happy its crazy! I've never felt so fufilled. I dont know if its just because of Matt or the root beer. lol. I dont know but I just feel good. I dont really think I have anything to worry about at this point. I have everything I could want, a job, good friends... a wonderful boyfriend. Of course there are little faults in all those but if I look at the big picture. Its perfect or well, as perfect as I could want it to be. :o) gtg... Byes! xoxo

Lindsay
xoxo